• Let’s talk about who, and what is evil. White color and blue collar crime, lifestyles, various forms of entertainment – What do you call evil?

    The Scriptures say the heart of man is continually evil. Let’s face it, evil, is attractive. It is enticing. The lustful eye finds it pleasurable. It is something people can support. It is profitable. It is non discriminant. It is the confession of being a Christ follower with the evidence of a corrupt speech. The New Testament says this:

    But those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man. For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies. These are the things which defile a man, but to eat with unwashed hands does not defile a man.” Matthew 15: !8-20

    To lay all the blame on illegals for the rapes and murders, kidnappings, drug problems and various crimes is absurd. Yes. I have read where some people feel as such. Then I remember Andrene McDonald. A young woman violently murdered, dismembered and burned and discarded like trash, by her Air Force husband, in front of their autistic child. Last year, a local white woman disappeared, she has yet to be found, and her American, Anglo husband is the prime suspect. To believe that removing illegal occupants will make for a safer community is delusional. Ancestry DNA had revealed the prevalence of incest in past generations. DNA has helped find murderers from decades ago. Prisons are full of men who have been wrongly condemned, condemned because they are the wrong color, because they happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. Are true criminals locked up? Of course. Did they all get equal justice? That could be debated in more than a few cases.

    Evil is what killed a fourteen year-old black male. It was not too long ago that white Americans got away with killing Emmet Till, and a bunch of folks who were fighting for the rights of black people.

    It is also safe to say that a degree of hatred (hate is a strong word) and intolerance still lingers for people of color, much of which was subtle, except in 1998, in Texas, with the racially motivated murder of James Byrd Jr.. There have been other instances of racially motivated crimes, especially the last ten years. Social media brings news of such crimes, all crimes for that matter, to us instantly. 

    Drug trafficking, gangs, and the mafia have always maintained a presence.

    Has violence increased? Yes. “You will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of sorrows.” If you believe in the Scriptures, you probably believe this has been happening. You believe in biblical prophesy. Regardless, more people and fewer resources add up to lack. Lack brings its on challenges.

    These are the times that force us to choose sides. Joshua, Judas, the Jewish people, Lot’s wife, etc. all chose sides. One could remain neutral but both sides would accuse you of siding with the enemy.

    And so many people are sitting in darkness.

    I imagine that past civil rights activists, Christian and unbelievers, as did Germans during Hitler’s reign of terror chose a side. The times compelled them to choose sides. On Thursday, I sat through my first city council meeting. As I listened to the speakers, one by one, they proclaimed their opposition to the anti-immigration tactics being used to rip out the illegal immigrant from within our communities. Those in support of ICE tactics felt immigration agents were exercising the force necessary to remove the bad seed from our midst. I strongly disagreed.

    It is not a history lesson as much as it is an awakening

    In the beginning, no one in this new land denied the new settlers entry. They came, they saw that it was good and they proceeded to kill and conquer. It was a hard life full of challenges. People came to this new nation to make a new life for themselves, to escape religious persecution. Still, historically, we know that Americans of color have experienced various forms of oppression in their own front yard.

    Whatever drew and still draws the foreigner to this nation, only God knows. Other presidencies have taken on the task of removing illegal immigrants, but never to the degree of inhumanity that has been recorded by witnesses in the last few weeks. I have read some disturbing stories of the forced Repatriation of the 1920s but none read as violent and dehumanizing as what we are witnessing today. It is safe to say that most Americans do not take issue with illegal immigration enforcement. It is also safe to say that a degree of hatred (hate is a strong word) and intolerance still lingers for people of color.

    Have you ever wondered why racial issues that tore a nation apart, 160 years ago, persist in the 21st century? Why do white supremacy attitudes, beliefs and tolerance for such groups persist? We admitted that enslaving black humans, all humans, was morally wrong. After the end of slavery, it took 100 years to admit separating people by race was unconstitutional. Christians could support such laws because the Scriptures command slaves to obey their masters. The people that created this nation created a document that stated all men were created equal, but for centuries it only applied to one people. There is no answer for hatred, except for it is a characteristic of the father of lies. 

    The children of the father of lies are an interesting people. I was browsing books at an estate sale last year and found some very interesting books. In particular was an old publication, a book titled White America by Earnest Sevier Cox (1923-Revised, Special Ed. 1937). I found another book titled Dear White America – Letter to A New Minority by Tim Wise (2012). Sometimes titles alone draw me to a book, as these two titles did. I assumed the books were addressing the topic of race. They were. But boy, was I shocked by White America. Tim Wise was writing a book on race and inequality, racial disparities designed to reach a specific white population. I have yet to read the entire book but so far it has my interest. The other book, by Cox made my jaw drop. The audacity of the author was incredible. He wrote in his introduction 

    “There is no lamp by which my feet may be guided but the lamp of experience.” This declaration is found in that eventful oration of Patrick Henry which brought the Southern colonies to the aid of the Northern and resulted in the establishing of the United States of America. It is a tribute to the inestimable value of experience as a guide to conduct, individual and social. Experience is knowledge, and, by having knowledge of the past, we are able to avoid the mistakes of the past. Experience charts the oceans, determines dangerous currents, place beacons upon the rocks, marks the safe passages.”

    He probably did not realize that the first paragraph of his introduction would explain current events. And that is, Americans have not learned to avoid the mistakes of the past. The subject of the book is racially motivated. In a nutshell, he wanted to remove all blacks and other non-Anglos from American soil. Similar to the Mexican Repatriation of the 1920s and 30s. I considered posting some of the content, but the language is to offensive for me. On Pg. 14, he writes, “That the white race retain ethnic purity is not a superficial desire: it is a primary necessity if civilization, as we understand it, is to continue. By preserving itself, the white race is to promote its own progress and impart its achievements to the backward races.” “Backward races?” 

    As I prayed, I was reminded of Peter when confronted by the Jewish leaders after an angel released him from prison. Confronting the present day Pharisee is something few are willing to do. It is almost instant shame and shunning by fellow brothers and sisters in Christ to confront the Pharisees.

    “But when the officers came and did not find them in the prison, they returned and reported, saying, “Indeed we found the prison shut securely, and the guards standing outside before the doors; but when we opened them, we found no one inside!” Now when the high priest, the captain of the temple, and the chief priests heard these things, they wondered what the outcome would be. So one came and told them, saying, “Look, the men whom you put in prison are standing in the temple and teaching the people!”

    Then the captain went with the officers and brought them without violence, for they feared the people, lest they should be stoned.And when they had brought them, they set them before the council. And the high priest asked them, saying, “Did we not strictly command you not to teach in this name? And look, you have filled Jerusalem with your doctrine and intend to bring this Man’s blood on us!”

    But Peter and the other apostles answered and said: “We ought to obey God rather than men. The God of our fathers raised up Jesus whom you murdered by hanging on a tree. Him God has exalted to His right hand to be Prince and Savior, to give repentance to Israel and forgiveness of sins. And we are His witnesses to these things, and so also is the Holy Spirit whom God has given to those who obey Him.” Acts 5:22-32

    Rich Mullins had it right

    “The Church has got to be a conscience in the society it’s in. Otherwise what’s the point of having a Church? The government cannot make people moral by legislating morality and in many cases that’s what its laws are trying to do. The Church on the other hand, has the ability to make people new.” — Rich Mullins [“Life As A Monk” by Kathleen A. Ervin, Harvest Rock Syndicate, Vol 6, Issue 1, Winter 1992] #richmullins

    The traditions of men are gospel to the American Christian, but the traditions of men are not the gospel of Jesus Christ. The scriptures say, “In vain they worship Me, teaching as doctrines the commandments of men.’”

    Galatians 3:28 “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”

    “I have attended church regularly since I was less than a week old. I’ve listened to sermons about virtue, sermons against vice. I have heard about money, time management, tithing, abstinence, and generosity. I’ve listened to thousands of sermons. But I could count on one hand the number of sermons that were a simple proclamation of the gospel of Christ.”
    ― Rich Mullins

    Psalm 7:14

    Behold, he travaileth with iniquity, and hath conceived mischief, and brought forth falsehood. KJV

    Whoever is pregnant with evil conceives trouble and gives birth to disillusionment. NIV

    Behold, the wicked brings forth iniquity; yes, he conceives trouble and brings forth falsehood. NKJV

    Lo! the wicked hath conceived sorrow; he painfully hath brought forth unrightfulness, and he hath childed wickedness. (Lo! he who is wicked hath conceived many ways to bring sorrow; yea, he hath painfully brought forth unrighteousness, and he hath birthed wickedness.) Wycliffe Bible

    There is an ending… Final words coming.



  • There are many issues that creep into our lives that we did not ask for, that we fail to address, or do not know how to address, refuse to address, or do not address to the satisfaction of others.

    The deceitfulness of sin

    Eve and the Jews, the chosen people of God (who chose Barabbas over Jesus) presented but a glimpse of God’s big picture and the deceitfulness of sin. Consider the subsequent generations of Jews that did not choose Barabbas. False teaching works the same way.

    Rich Mullins (1955-1997), the Christian singer from back in the days, was for me, the last great theologian, even if he wasn’t, and didn’t consider himself as one. He had a way of speaking truth that made me evaluate my faith. 

    “Christianity is not about building an absolutely secure little niche in the world where you can live with your perfect little wife and your perfect little children in your beautiful little house where you have no gays or minority groups anywhere near you. Christianity is about learning to love like Jesus loved and Jesus loved the poor and Jesus loved the broken.” ― Rich Mullins

    “Never forget what Jesus did for you. Never take lightly what it cost Him. And never assume that if it cost Him His very life, that it won’t also cost you yours.” ― “We were given the Scriptures to humble us into realizing that God is right, and the rest of us are just guessing.” ― Rich Mullins

    Finding myself in unexpected waters

    A former sister-in-law, long since gone home, once share with me a decision she was compelled to make. Thinking on her experience, later, it occurred to me that maybe that’s why fellow Christians leave ministries behind. Let’s be truthful, so few people in the church have a heart, much less time for volunteer ministry. Martha is very demanding. She even complained about Mary to Jesus. Pastors will indirectly call out congregants for this failure. They are thankful for the folks who give of their time, folks who sacrifice their time, but they are only a few folks and there is so much work to be done. “We really need more folks to step up.” Scripture says the harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. I don’t use this example lightly, operating a church takes a lot of people as it has many needs.

    Anyway, my sister-in-law felt constantly pulled by her church to volunteer for this and that. She confessed that she found it hard to say no. She was a young mom with three children who needed her attention. She was also homeschooling them. It was not easy for her to say no. Her first priority had to be the needs of her children.  She felt “this is the lot that the Lord has given me and I cannot do a good job if I am constantly putting others before my children.” She chose obedience to the lot she felt the Lord had given her. She did not stop serving the Lord. She admitted to me it was not the lot she would have chosen. Growing up she knew she wanted to be a professional. I was like, wow. That took a lot of discernment.

    There are many circumstances I would not have chosen for myself or my children, but it was the lot I had been given. For my sister-in-law it was not about saying no to God, but learning to say no to Martha and not feeling guilty about choosing God’s will. Learning to accept the lot one has been given is not easy, especially as Americans. The apostle Paul learned to be content in all things.

    Learning from the parent-child relationship

    After my divorce in 1997, I had to learn how to navigate a very cold world. As a single mother, I found very little compassion and an abundance of judgment. Adversity was on every corner. It took me a while to realize I was unprepared to adequately provide for my children. So I went to college. That in itself was a challenge. But it lead me down a path that the Lord would later use to teach me. I chose to study child development. I learned many valuable lessons working in the field of early childhood and the many facets of the parent-child relationship. The Lord was gracious in revealing to me how the earthly relationships parallel the heavenly relationship.

    Early childhood encompasses the array of development all children experience. A healthy emotional development is critical as children learn to express themselves. Abuse and neglect have been shown to alter a child’s brain architecture. The effects are long-lasting and make it difficult for children to make secure attachments with caregivers. It is heartbreaking that the people designed to nurture them can also inflict pain and suffering.

    The effects of neglectful and abusive parenting is not always as obvious as one would believe. Too often, the children love their abuser. They love their mommy and daddy. The signs of neglect manifest differently than signs of physical abuse. Christian parents like to quote the scripture spare the rod and spoil the child as rational for spanking their children. That is what I was taught. So Christians, in general, more often than not, consider the lack of physical punishment bad parenting. So all the disobedient, and disrespectful children are a result of bad parenting. Parents who spare the rod raise children that spoil everything. Very few individuals will step in to help a child getting yelled at, or getting a whooping for crying in the grocery store. Have you ever witnessed a parent yelling at an infant? A child up to a year old is considered an infant. Their only form of communication is still crying. I believe most people have seen a toddler getting berated in public. Very few people even react to such a sight. It’s heartbreaking.

    It is nobody’s business, right? Well, consider the neglectful and abusive parent/child relationship. Believers are the children of God. God is our Heavenly Father. I will not lay it out for you. When God’s children are disobedient He must discipline them. The church is tasked with feeding the sheep, with tending His sheep. When the church is neglectful, the signs too can manifest differently than when the church is abusive. Jim Jones (He was a preacher, ordained, influenced by Pentecostalism.) I would consider abusive. He lead 900+ people to death. The Templars were just as bad.

    The church, Christians, evangelicals, the people of God have a history of neglecting God’s Law. Jesus left us with a new narrative. A narrative that saves. The gospel is God’s authority. The signs of a neglectful church are evident to those few with eyes to see. The Bible is clear on that subject. They have chosen the way of Balaam. Feed my sheep, said the Lord. Where are God’s sheep?

    The Scriptures tell us that the Lord disciplines because He loves us. His discipline is not abstract. Everything the Lord of creation does is purposeful. Even for those who do not believe. Following the lead of Israel, Christian and evangelicals cried for a king to lead them, to protect them from secularists, to save Christianity, clearly they were to busy lusting after the things of the world that there was no time to give to the lost. That is a very cynical attitude to take, isn’t it? But those “secularists”, the unsaved, the unbelievers, the sinner, the degenerates, all those people, Jesus came to save. They had to be sacrificed for their king. Just like the Pharisees dragged the adulterous woman to where Jesus was, front and center, calling out her sin, so the evangelicals have done. The Pharisees did not expect Jesus to do what He did, so Christians and evangelicals did not expect what their king is doing, or maybe they did and like Judas have gone astray. Their king is not done claiming his rights. The Pharisees thought they were safe and in control, but we know how that ended.

    In the 21st century, Israel repeated history by willingly and willfully rejecting God, the King of Kings, and Lord of lords, for a human king. The most popular and influential Christians and evangelicals today, big names, signed off on the king’s appointment. God chose Saul, but Israel would suffer the consequences for their sin. The elephant in the room was asked to come in…

    v. 9 – Now listen to them; but warn them solemnly and let them know what the king who will reign over them will claim as his rights.”

    v. 19-20 – But the people refused to listen to Samuel. “No!” they said. “We want a king over us. Then we will be like all the other nations, with a king to lead us and to go out before us and fight our battles.” 1 Samuel 8 – NIV

    To everything there is a purpose…

    More to come… I am beginning to see the end of this narrative. Come back to see where Part 5 goes.

  • The simple truth of the gospel is that Jesus Christ came not to judge or condemn, but to save all who will believe. First to the Jew then the Gentile. That was a radical message for the days Jesus walked the earth, and so it remains today. Every American has chosen which lies they will believe. Satan is working both camps. The men that Jesus called had to overcome all the teachings they had been taught since childhood.

    Question: As believers, as followers of Jesus Christ are we going to be keepers of the old Law, like the Pharisees, or extenders of God’s grace, who we believe sent His only Son to suffer for the sin of man and redeem him back to Himself?

    Some situations we are born into, some are thrust upon us, some we choose

    I have heard people say that everyone is in the situation they are in because of the choices they have made, for the good or for the bad. I disagree with that up to a point. As newborn infants, we are born into our circumstances. A few are born into wealth and influence, the majority are not. What defines us in this world is predetermined even before conception. Out birth land – genetics, color of skin – color of eyes – color of hair – height – race – our ethnicity – sex (I do not refer to gender), our faith and religion, our social economic class, our environmental upbringing to include parenting styles, or lack of, all influence our behaviors, attitudes and experiences.

    Then again, some situations are thrust upon us. There are many situations I would not have chosen for myself, like single parenting. But at a certain point I chose to stay a single parent. I would not have chosen to be born into poverty, but I worked to not remain in poverty. Still according to government definitions , I meet the poverty guidelines. Nevertheless that was the lot that was given to me.

    No American in the last one-hundred years chose to enslave the black people, but let’s face it, many Anglo Americans enjoyed an extra privileged making them complicit in the dehumanization of blacks and other people of color up until the 1990’s and it has never really disappeared. It just took on a more subtle form. That is the lot of many Americans. The truth hurts. As adults our life chances allow us to change some of what we inherited from our parents. If we so desire.

    Christians and Jews have been divided and pitted against one another over biblical interpretations, and political ideologies. A longstanding wile of the devil.

    A friend posted the meme below. As I read it, it occurred to me that one could argue for either side with their definition of unrepented pride. That is literally happening right now.

    The Lord said everything done in darkness would be brought to the light. There is no secret agenda that will not be revealed.

    We are slaves to whatever we submit to. Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of the one you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? I had a friend during Trump’s first run tell me, just out of the blue that “they” her and her husband fully supported him. My husband and I just looked at each other. I don’t know if she expected us to jump for joy. We were not at their home to talk politics. However, it kinda felt like a declaration of war. By the way, they have not changed their minds which truly shocks me.

    The true gospel transforms hearts and lives. If that does not happen to a professing believer, then the problem is not in the Scriptures but in the interpretation of them leading to false teachings that lead to a spiritual life built on beautiful sandy shores. Satan does not have to work hard at deceiving people who are already deceived. I do not mean to say that my friends are deceived. But the fact that Christians are divided in this issue of worldly leadership, well, I believe God appoints all leaders, but I also believe he does so according to His will, not ours. What could God be telling American Christians right now? Every man has a plan in his heart, but the Lord’s will prevails.

    We believe that all newborns are born innocent. But the Scriptures say we are born with a sinful nature. I doubt people, in general, view all sin as “evil” or that it necessarily makes anyone evil. If it did, this country would be in a world of hurt, more than we are today.  Newborns grow and mature. They grow to be toddlers. Toddlers get a bad rap. Those terrible tantrums are usually triggered when they do not get their way.

    Where is this going? More later… Part 4