There is no denying that the year 2020, more than anything, is trying my patience. I’ve read way to many Facebook postings about the many things that we (Christians) can learn from current events. And some I just kinda go… hmmm… but we already knew/know that!

I have been having a lot of conversations with God. And I’m like, it would be nice if all we had to deal with was COVID-19 or social unrest, but we are dealing with both. But because of those two significant issues, for us (and many other Americans have way more issues), piled on is unemployment, rules to manage our interactions with others, not being able to travel, everyday stresses, or move about as we’d like too and then concerns over encountering “Karen”. Concerns not for her/his behavior, but my response.

Seriously, I keep telling myself, the first thing I would do is ask her/him if they call themself Christian. If their answer is yes… I would correct them and tell them – they can’t be. Have you read your Bible? Why? Watch the videos. How can anyone representing Jesus Christ, the One who came to save the lost, – “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:17″ – behave in such manner? If not a Christian. “Why is it that you want?” Or do I just pull out my phone and start recording? I can’t see either scenario as being Christ like. So, I pray and ask God for wisdom should I find myself in that situation.

Even the symbols that represent our faith affect our witness. It happens. It happened here, last year at my local HEB. A woman was offended by another woman, I don’t recall why, but she started to attack the woman – in her vehicle. The video zoomed in on the cross she was wearing. The cross. The symbol of Christianity. What a dilemma!

Anyway, we are older Americans and have no desire to get sick. We also have no health insurance. We, by chose, limit our mobility so as not to add to the spread of this virus, or compromise our own health.

We are also a multiracial family. Our skin tones run the gamut. I do not want my children physically, or verbally assaulted because of the color of their skin. I’ve expressed to my children concerns over them choosing either side of the fence. I do not want them to be victims of any crime. So, I pray for them constantly.

Because of our faith in Jesus Christ, we call ourselves Christians. And our response to current events will either draw people to God, or drive them further away.

We do our civic duty and vote. We do not label ourselves, Democrat, Republican, conservative, or liberal. We are Christians, children of the living God. The world gives us labels from birth, but this is the only one that matters to God. For without Jesus Christ, no one can enter into heaven (John 3:3-5). Being a proud anything else says nothing about my/our faith in God, only my politics and lifestyle. And what is pride, if not that which God hates (James 4:6). Christians are to walk in humility (Colossians 3:12; Ephesians 4:2; Micah 6:8; Proverbs 3:34).

My political beliefs are not worth sharing. I’ve seen people post they are proud conservatives. What does that mean? Does that justify assaulting people that are not like you? Likewise for the other groups. Remember in Luke 22:47-53…

“And while He was still speaking, behold, a multitude; and he who was called Judas, one of the twelve, went before them and drew near to Jesus to kiss Him. But Jesus said to him, “Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?” When those around Him saw what was going to happen, they said to Him, “Lord, shall we strike with the sword?” And one of them struck the servant of the high priest and cut off his right ear. But Jesus answered and said, “Permit even this.” And He touched his ear and healed him.

Then Jesus said to the chief priests, captains of the temple, and the elders who had come to Him, “Have you come out, as against a robber, with swords and clubs? When I was with you daily in the temple, you did not try to seize Me. But this is your hour, and the power of darkness.”

Facts, figures, experts, and science do not matter to us anymore. We (our family) are tired of spoiled, rebellious children throwing tantrums over wearing a mask, or not, questioning the seriousness of the virus, or whether COVID-19 is a hoax, or not. We just want this mess to be over. My husband and I have accepted that this virus will linger for months, and because we are older uninsured Americans we will have to take certain measures to protect our health.

I read a meme somewhere depicting Americans as sheep wearing a mask being led to slaughter. I’m like… really? God does provide protection for His people. Our taking precautions and following orders regarding preventing the spread of any communicable threat is to subject ourselves to the governing authorities (Romans 13). 

Some Christian groups have made reference to Acts 5:29 … “We ought to obey God rather than men. That is not the case here. Remember…

Exodus 12:13 “And the blood shall be to you for a token upon the houses where ye are: and when I see the blood, I will pass over you, and the plague shall not be upon you to destroy you, when I smite the land of Egypt.”

Isaiah 53 is read during Easter. But does anyone ever really take to heart the words written? We all like sheep have gone astray, each one has turned to his own way; and the LORD has laid upon Him the iniquity of us all.”

So what have I learned thus far… stay tuned.

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I’m Irma

Welcome to my little corner of the blog world. Here, I share my thoughts on Christianity, the things of God, and the ways He has shaped and guided my path through life. My journey with the Lord has been long and transformative, marked by moments of peace and joy and periods of uncertainty. I write, first and foremost, for myself—to process what the Lord so graciously reveals to me in Scripture. Sharing some of these truths has become a mission of sorts, via blogging. His word urges us to bear witness and encourage one another.

As I reflect on my own transformation, I can say that the church itself has transformed over the years and not necessarily for the good. I speak about my own experiences with the church. One lesson the Lord impressed upon me this year is that “truth is not always truth.” What do I mean by that? There have been times when I’ve shared a biblical insight, only to realize that other faithful believers interpret the same passage differently. In that instance, I find that the Lord reveals according to our understanding. When I share the need for a Damascus experience understandings diverged sharply. Believers that have been raised in the church do not feel that such an extreme experience is necessary for spiritual maturity. Our faith is truly shaped by our backgrounds. Spiritual journeys are not for everyone. This taught me that early socialization deeply colors our grasp of faith; what’s true for me may not resonate in the same way for someone else.

Similarly, lately I considered how “ignorance of Scripture was its own blessing,” I remembered my early walk with Christ. I had a blind faith. I knew little of doctrine or debate. I trusted the pastor. In those days, my faith and trust in the church and church leaders was simple—I accepted what was taught from the pulpit without questioning. I did not have the knowledge needed to question any teaching. There was a peace in not knowing all the controversies or complexities. As I grew and studied the scriptures, and did some additional research, as the Lord gave understanding, I found myself questioning everything I had been taught. I did not question my faith, or the existence of God. That ignorance, while limiting, protected me from confusion and doubt, allowing me to rest in childlike faith.

The church itself has seen many changes over the decades. Self-proclaimed prophets have introduced new doctrines, some bordering on heresy, while believers wrestle with their flesh and what it means to follow Christ in a society with so many freedoms. I remember a time, more than thirty years ago, when I trusted every word spoken in church. Now, I understand how easy it is to accept teachings that stray from biblical truth. The Scriptures warned us this would happen in the last days.

2 Timothy 4:2-4 (NKJV) “Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables.”

Current events—like the 2024 Election—have exposed deep flaws in American Christianity. Yet, through it all, Scripture assures me that God is sovereign. No wall built by human hands can withstand His judgment; no scheme crafted in darkness escapes His light. These lessons have become more real to me as I look back over my journals, filled with stories of God’s faithfulness during trials, tribulations and abundant grace. By sharing I hope those the Lord leads here will desire to seek God wholeheartedly, to find comfort knowing that He is always at work in our lives—often in ways we never considered.

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