Well, it’s day 22 of our Stay at Home order. As of tomorrow, 15 days to go – that’s if they don’t extend the order. I do hope everyone had a nice Easter weekend. My husband and I attended a drive-in service at our church. It was a different. Afterwards, we took a drive out to Kerrville, to see the The Coming King Sculpture Prayer Garden. I love it up there. It’s a very relaxing place to pray and meditate. We’ve been up there a few times. The times we’ve been, I have always felt a peacefulness.  Almost, as if the Spirit of God walked about comforting the soul. As we sat along that stonewall, looking up at the cross I couldn’t help but feel a void. I thought it odd considering there was a few people there. Surely they all had God on their mind. Then I remembered it was Easter Sunday. 

My husband and I were watching The Curse of Oak Island. I wonder, “Will they ever find buried treasure?” I don’t know, but it would be awesome if they did. Modern day treasure hunting – gotta love it. It’s a hobby we cannot afford. But, with so much time available I decided to try a couple of new hobbies, sewing and learning to play the keyboard. We still have a couple of weeks to go. Both of us have several projects that we’ve been working on and still, we need something to break the monotony, so something new works. I am missing our road trips. Yes. We love to take road trips. We love to take pictures of God’s beautiful creations. But all our hobbies cannot replace that thrill.

Anyway, I am just sitting here looking at my phone cover, thinking it’s time for a new one. And my husband looks deep in thought. But, he says he’s not thinking about anything. Even with different stuff to keep us busy every day seems to feel like the day before. Like in that movie, Ground Hog Day, with Bill Murray. It’s funny.

One sure plus about this new way of life is that it has made me reexamine my walk with the Lord. And it’s something I do often, but still my question is, “What is it that the Lord has required of me?” He commanded all believers to share the good news of salvation. And most believers are not born to be vessels of gold, or silver. But we are called to be vessels of God. In whatever capacity God chooses to use believers, every one of us is essential to His purpose.

2 Timothy 2: 19-22 ”
Nevertheless the solid foundation of God stands, having this seal: “The Lord knows those who are His,” and, “Let everyone who names the name of Christ depart from iniquity.”

But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay, some for honor and some for dishonor. Therefore if anyone cleanses himself from the latter, he will be a vessel for honor, sanctified and useful for the Master, prepared for every good work. Flee also youthful lusts; but pursue righteousness, faith, love, peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

During this time of closed church doors, silence in the streets and no place to gather. God has given every righteous believer a message. Scripture tells us that God would have spared Sodom and Gomorrah had He found 10 righteous people in the city. But 10 could not be found. When it came time, Lot was dallying, so the angels had to grab him and his wife and daughters and take them out of the city.

The Lord is revealing so much to me. And the message is clear. Will God find any righteous people when He returns? Will He find 10 righteous people? God will spare the wicked for the sake of the righteous. But where are the righteous people?

Jesus said in Matthew 22:36-40
“Teacher, which is the great commandment in the law?” Jesus said to him, “‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’ This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ On these two commandments hang all the Law and the Prophets.”

As soon as I get the message nice and clear I will share it. Y’all be blessed.

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I’m Irma

Welcome to my little corner of the blog world. Here, I share my thoughts on Christianity, the things of God, and the ways He has shaped and guided my path through life. My journey with the Lord has been long and transformative, marked by moments of peace and joy and periods of uncertainty. I write, first and foremost, for myself—to process what the Lord so graciously reveals to me in Scripture. Sharing some of these truths has become a mission of sorts, via blogging. His word urges us to bear witness and encourage one another.

As I reflect on my own transformation, I can say that the church itself has transformed over the years and not necessarily for the good. I speak about my own experiences with the church. One lesson the Lord impressed upon me this year is that “truth is not always truth.” What do I mean by that? There have been times when I’ve shared a biblical insight, only to realize that other faithful believers interpret the same passage differently. In that instance, I find that the Lord reveals according to our understanding. When I share the need for a Damascus experience understandings diverged sharply. Believers that have been raised in the church do not feel that such an extreme experience is necessary for spiritual maturity. Our faith is truly shaped by our backgrounds. Spiritual journeys are not for everyone. This taught me that early socialization deeply colors our grasp of faith; what’s true for me may not resonate in the same way for someone else.

Similarly, lately I considered how “ignorance of Scripture was its own blessing,” I remembered my early walk with Christ. I had a blind faith. I knew little of doctrine or debate. I trusted the pastor. In those days, my faith and trust in the church and church leaders was simple—I accepted what was taught from the pulpit without questioning. I did not have the knowledge needed to question any teaching. There was a peace in not knowing all the controversies or complexities. As I grew and studied the scriptures, and did some additional research, as the Lord gave understanding, I found myself questioning everything I had been taught. I did not question my faith, or the existence of God. That ignorance, while limiting, protected me from confusion and doubt, allowing me to rest in childlike faith.

The church itself has seen many changes over the decades. Self-proclaimed prophets have introduced new doctrines, some bordering on heresy, while believers wrestle with their flesh and what it means to follow Christ in a society with so many freedoms. I remember a time, more than thirty years ago, when I trusted every word spoken in church. Now, I understand how easy it is to accept teachings that stray from biblical truth. The Scriptures warned us this would happen in the last days.

2 Timothy 4:2-4 (NKJV) “Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables.”

Current events—like the 2024 Election—have exposed deep flaws in American Christianity. Yet, through it all, Scripture assures me that God is sovereign. No wall built by human hands can withstand His judgment; no scheme crafted in darkness escapes His light. These lessons have become more real to me as I look back over my journals, filled with stories of God’s faithfulness during trials, tribulations and abundant grace. By sharing I hope those the Lord leads here will desire to seek God wholeheartedly, to find comfort knowing that He is always at work in our lives—often in ways we never considered.

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