Well, good afternoon all. Now that we face another month confined to our living space, with limited outdoor time, we continue to hear much of the population crying out to shutdown everything to stop the spread – and others hollering “enough” let’s get back to normal. Well, guess who’s out and about looking for whom he may devour? Tension seems to be mounting. I see it in the comments of articles, and such, posted online, and live updates. As people scurry about the stores in search of needed items, or outside to get fresh air and exercise, we are encouraged to help business stay in operation. Shop online. We are encouraged to reach out and touch someone, call someone. Get connected using social media. Self-distancing does not mean self-isolation. We hear this message daily. No doubt, there is much we can learn during this time.

So, this morning, during my praying time. I was praying for wisdom and strength to stand through this time of uncertainty, and mostly waiting. And I’m like waiting for what? Things to go back to normal? Well, what can we expect when things get back to normal. The virus will still be out there.

So, as my thoughts wonder to questions with no answers, yet. It occurred to me that in our confinement we can give the enemy plenty of ammunition to use against each other. Hence we will be both the ammo and the target.

When we don’t have anyone too confide in, it’s difficult to stay positive, even in the best of circumstances. In times such as these when our mobility must be restricted, and our focus is concentrated on our needs, well – for some people they must learn, or adjust to dealing with their own thoughts.  Thoughts swirl about in our mind. Tensions build, and we are powerless to do anything about it. Everyone wants to be strong, but no one wants to be honest.  The Lord knows our fears. He knows that we struggle with unbelief. He sees us in our loneliness. But in the shadow of the wings off the Almighty, we find rest – not just rest from the troubles of this world, but rest from the struggles of our spiritual walk. The struggles are real. Satan does not relent. He will always attack our faith. And at this moment, he and his minions are doing double duty to destroy the faith of individuals.

What better time than now when families are facing each other everyday in all our shortcomings, our failures, our fears, our pride, our lusts, etc. Sometimes, a phone conversation is not enough to comfort someone in distress. I’ve mentioned before that in our confinement we have the opportunity to seek GOD, but the enemy always take the opportunity to attack the children of God. This time is no different. But now, we must rely on online church, phone calls and social media to hear some encouragement from church leaders. That is not enough. The enemy will pit us one against the other. We cannot allow our homes to be a nesting place for the enemy.

Proverbs 4:23-27
“Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life. Put away from you a deceitful mouth, and put perverse lips far from you. Let your eyes look straight ahead, and your eyelids look right before you. Ponder the path of your feet, and let all your ways be established. Do not turn to the right or the left; remove your foot from evil.

2 Corinthians 2:10-11

“Now whom you forgive anything, I also forgive. For if indeed I have forgiven anything, I have forgiven that one for your sakes in the presence of Christ, lest Satan should take advantage of us; for we are not ignorant of his devices.

Remember, the Scripture say that from our mouth proceed blessings and curses. The heart is deceitful above all things.

“The hardest part of being a Christian is surrendering and that is where the real struggle happens. Once we have overcome our own desire to be elevated, our own desire to be recognized, our own desire to be independent and all those things that we value very much because we are Americans and we are part of this American culture. Once we have overcome that struggle then God can use us as a part of His body to accomplish what the body of Christ was left here to accomplish.” –

Rich Mullins

“I think that of all the diseases in the world, the disease that all humankind suffers from, the disease that is most devastating to us is not AIDS, it’s not gluttony, it’s not cancer, it’s not any of those things. It is the disease that comes about because we live in ignorance of the wealth of love that God has for us.”

Rich Mullins

Be blessed.

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I’m Irma

Welcome to my little corner of the blog world. Here, I share my thoughts on Christianity, the things of God, and the ways He has shaped and guided my path through life. My journey with the Lord has been long and transformative, marked by moments of peace and joy and periods of uncertainty. I write, first and foremost, for myself—to process what the Lord so graciously reveals to me in Scripture. Sharing some of these truths has become a mission of sorts, via blogging. His word urges us to bear witness and encourage one another.

As I reflect on my own transformation, I can say that the church itself has transformed over the years and not necessarily for the good. I speak about my own experiences with the church. One lesson the Lord impressed upon me this year is that “truth is not always truth.” What do I mean by that? There have been times when I’ve shared a biblical insight, only to realize that other faithful believers interpret the same passage differently. In that instance, I find that the Lord reveals according to our understanding. When I share the need for a Damascus experience understandings diverged sharply. Believers that have been raised in the church do not feel that such an extreme experience is necessary for spiritual maturity. Our faith is truly shaped by our backgrounds. Spiritual journeys are not for everyone. This taught me that early socialization deeply colors our grasp of faith; what’s true for me may not resonate in the same way for someone else.

Similarly, lately I considered how “ignorance of Scripture was its own blessing,” I remembered my early walk with Christ. I had a blind faith. I knew little of doctrine or debate. I trusted the pastor. In those days, my faith and trust in the church and church leaders was simple—I accepted what was taught from the pulpit without questioning. I did not have the knowledge needed to question any teaching. There was a peace in not knowing all the controversies or complexities. As I grew and studied the scriptures, and did some additional research, as the Lord gave understanding, I found myself questioning everything I had been taught. I did not question my faith, or the existence of God. That ignorance, while limiting, protected me from confusion and doubt, allowing me to rest in childlike faith.

The church itself has seen many changes over the decades. Self-proclaimed prophets have introduced new doctrines, some bordering on heresy, while believers wrestle with their flesh and what it means to follow Christ in a society with so many freedoms. I remember a time, more than thirty years ago, when I trusted every word spoken in church. Now, I understand how easy it is to accept teachings that stray from biblical truth. The Scriptures warned us this would happen in the last days.

2 Timothy 4:2-4 (NKJV) “Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables.”

Current events—like the 2024 Election—have exposed deep flaws in American Christianity. Yet, through it all, Scripture assures me that God is sovereign. No wall built by human hands can withstand His judgment; no scheme crafted in darkness escapes His light. These lessons have become more real to me as I look back over my journals, filled with stories of God’s faithfulness during trials, tribulations and abundant grace. By sharing I hope those the Lord leads here will desire to seek God wholeheartedly, to find comfort knowing that He is always at work in our lives—often in ways we never considered.

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