Good morning all! IMG_7766 Isn’t it so interesting how you can look out the same window and once in a while you see a slightly different view. Today, it’s a bit foggy outside. Yesterday, it really did rain all day. I told you I don’t believe it is going to rain until I see it. And it rained pretty much the whole day.

So, this is day seven of this fifteen day of the President’s 15 day attempt to slow down this virus. It will be April 18, before restrictions are lifted here. I had heard the city was permanently closing the San Antonio Aquarium for violating the 10 people ordinance. I am waiting to see how this will unfold. This is history in the making.

For us, it’s day 9. We chose to stay in when we came back from NC, on Friday the 13th. Today, is my grandson’s 7th birthday. His mom had to cancel his plans due to this COVID-19. So we will celebrate after all this mess is over. But, two little friends are coming over to play, and eat cake, so my husband and I are taking a drive to the hill country. I figure as long and we are in our vehicle, in the open air – we should be OK.

So, I was praying yesterday, reading and I thought – this stay-at-home- situation is going to test our love, or patience, our loyalties, our sense of right and wrong and many other lessons. As believers, we know where our strength comes from, or at least we should. We trust that God has everything in control. We trust that He will get us through any situation. But. God has this thing about testing our faith. And this country has experienced a lot of growing pains, and as a whole the country has bounced back stronger than ever. In times like these every individual has his or her own story to tell about living through such a time as this.

James 1:2-4 “My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.”

I Peter 1:6-9 “In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ, whom having not seen you love. Though now you do not see Him, yet believing, you rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory, receiving the end of your faith the salvation of your souls.”

So, my husband is a man of faith, but you know these are times that try the hearts of men. So, he has lost a big chunk of money in the stock market. I asked him if he was worried. And of course, he always says no, but, that he is concerned because it’s our bread and butter for our retirement years. He had been thinking about moving it into an annuity or something, but had hesitated. He said he had everything prepared to move it to USAA. He just had to hit a little button. Now, it’s too late. Now he has to wait it out.

We are ok, for now. I give God all the glory that my husband has been wise with his money. But, l said to him that at least we had something to fall back on, however it ends. Many Americans do not have anything to fall back on. They will need help to recover. So, I thought, this time in history, though not anywhere comparable to the Great Depression will try the hearts of all men. Definitely, by the time this over, we will know where our strength comes from and where our faith lies and exactly what we value most.

Psalm 8:3–4
When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for him?

So, as we wait out this pandemic, confined to our homes – even while practicing social-distancing, we will face the enemy – but we have to remember, Scripture tells us that we don’t battle against flesh and blood. So every time we look out the window, the weather may be different, the landscape may even change, but it’s your perspective that will determine how you respond.

Ephesians 6:12 “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.”

Thank you for reading. Be blessed today and always.

 

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I’m Irma

Welcome to my little corner of the blog world. Here, I share my thoughts on Christianity, the things of God, and the ways He has shaped and guided my path through life. My journey with the Lord has been long and transformative, marked by moments of peace and joy and periods of uncertainty. I write, first and foremost, for myself—to process what the Lord so graciously reveals to me in Scripture. Sharing some of these truths has become a mission of sorts, via blogging. His word urges us to bear witness and encourage one another.

As I reflect on my own transformation, I can say that the church itself has transformed over the years and not necessarily for the good. I speak about my own experiences with the church. One lesson the Lord impressed upon me this year is that “truth is not always truth.” What do I mean by that? There have been times when I’ve shared a biblical insight, only to realize that other faithful believers interpret the same passage differently. In that instance, I find that the Lord reveals according to our understanding. When I share the need for a Damascus experience understandings diverged sharply. Believers that have been raised in the church do not feel that such an extreme experience is necessary for spiritual maturity. Our faith is truly shaped by our backgrounds. Spiritual journeys are not for everyone. This taught me that early socialization deeply colors our grasp of faith; what’s true for me may not resonate in the same way for someone else.

Similarly, lately I considered how “ignorance of Scripture was its own blessing,” I remembered my early walk with Christ. I had a blind faith. I knew little of doctrine or debate. I trusted the pastor. In those days, my faith and trust in the church and church leaders was simple—I accepted what was taught from the pulpit without questioning. I did not have the knowledge needed to question any teaching. There was a peace in not knowing all the controversies or complexities. As I grew and studied the scriptures, and did some additional research, as the Lord gave understanding, I found myself questioning everything I had been taught. I did not question my faith, or the existence of God. That ignorance, while limiting, protected me from confusion and doubt, allowing me to rest in childlike faith.

The church itself has seen many changes over the decades. Self-proclaimed prophets have introduced new doctrines, some bordering on heresy, while believers wrestle with their flesh and what it means to follow Christ in a society with so many freedoms. I remember a time, more than thirty years ago, when I trusted every word spoken in church. Now, I understand how easy it is to accept teachings that stray from biblical truth. The Scriptures warned us this would happen in the last days.

2 Timothy 4:2-4 (NKJV) “Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables.”

Current events—like the 2024 Election—have exposed deep flaws in American Christianity. Yet, through it all, Scripture assures me that God is sovereign. No wall built by human hands can withstand His judgment; no scheme crafted in darkness escapes His light. These lessons have become more real to me as I look back over my journals, filled with stories of God’s faithfulness during trials, tribulations and abundant grace. By sharing I hope those the Lord leads here will desire to seek God wholeheartedly, to find comfort knowing that He is always at work in our lives—often in ways we never considered.

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